Dear life...getting late

It's getting late and I'm sure tired but my brain keeps going 80 miles per hour. Okay, maybe not but it's going. Thinking about what's my next move or if I should even publish my book. I never want to waste time but make time to do great things. Not really but just enjoy life with smiles and wake up not worried about things I can't change but things I can.  If I can change it, how do I do it? Ah..life is hard but no one said it would be this hard.
  My challenge tomorrow is edit some of my work I have finish even though I have work and mommy duties to attend to when I get home. I guess I will figure it out. I'm counting the days when my kids are out of school. Swimming classes here we come and waiting for life to change my life to a better outcome. Something more comfortable. Yes I know I have to put in the work.
  Baby steps I tell you Baby steps.