A litte of my Truth Dairy

Here is a little piece of my thoughts today that I have written in my truth dairy. I figure I share this with the world. Maybe there might be someone out there that feels the same as I do. Letting them know they are not alone.


 

  I have to let go. I’m tired of this pain, the guilt the loneliness. I’m tired of smiling in people faces acting like I’m fine.

  Instead I want to cry all night until I can’t cry no more. Yell at the top of my lungs until I have let all my pain out. I want to run until I run out of breath.  Then Finally, I want to sit down and just think on the smart decisions  I can make for myself. Somewhere quiet I can sit and tell Yah ( God) all my pain and sorrow. Then at night pray on it every night until I get a sign. A sign I can only feel. A sign where I can breathe again. A purpose of where I’m going.  Clarity that I can relax my mind.