Ahh...why today....

Today I had plans just to relax finally. Make some coffee and read my bible and not worry. Ah no I was so wrong about today as I plan something that I shouldn't have. I felt bad I must say.
   last week I was doing the Passover and everything. It ended on Wednesday. That was exhausting for me as well other things dealing with children and Homework to work as well. I totally forgot I agreed I would go to my sons friend birthday party which I wish I told them  "No we can't make it"on Thursday.  I thought I was super women and I figure this Saturday wouldn't hurt to go. I can still get my bible study in and relax a bit. It is the Sabbath and I'm trying my best to keep it but I totally busted this Sabbath.
   Friday I wasn't feeling well but I had to take the kids to there dental appointment and then to school. Of course I need to get them something for lunch before I just drop them off...so I did. You see I was exhausted that I didn't even eat my hamburger I got around 10am and ended eating it around 2. I had to make myself eat and go get my kids.
  Exhausted as I was, I kept on thinking to myself...what was I thinking going to a birthday party.

    Of course today I had to get a little something to eat for breakfast to go pick up the birthday gift with my son since I couldn't do it Friday. On top of that he has a project that's due on Monday and a book report that is super easy due on Friday which I need to make sure he is ready for it.  Damm, why didn't I say NO.

Now I'm going to this birthday party because I agreed to go. There is no one to take my children for me. so, I'm feeling the affects for not listening to my body but I'm going and this is the last one I'm going to for a while.  I rather rest and get my body back up and going. Read the word and teach my kids about the word so they can grow up to be wiser.

   Plus I'm going to be giving birth sooner or later in July but it can come in June. Trying not to stress out and making sure my kids see the doctor for there physical is important in June because taking them in July is not going to work this time. 
  So yes my crazy life and trying to be a supper mom with the father far away is not easy.