The ugly truth......

  Today is today but I can't seem to swipe away the smoke that's blocking me to see the light.

Here is some of my truth dairy I want to share. Hopefully it will help someone to know they are not alone.

 

My heart hurts that I want to let the tears flow down my checks. Cry out loud until the mountain shakes. Hold my pillow as it soaks up my sorrows. I want to take that moment to let it all out without anyone asking me “what’s wrong? Are you okay? What can I do?”  I need that moment to let everything out. Just a view moments that’s all I ask.

 

Sometimes people that are close to you can't understand what you are going through. Even when you want to just get away from everything you stay because you are still on a journey that seems to never have a happy ending. That's how it feels but I know it's out there somewhere. It just have to be. I'm not on the road for nothing.