About to have my 4th child soon...
Around the corner as I prepare for my sweet little baby girl to come...inside I'm panicking as if it's my first all over again. Overwhelmed with joy I should feel. Instead I feel overwhelmed with responsibility and I try to get every bit done before the baby comes. To packing my hospital bag to getting important items for postpartum that I'm unsure what I need.
Turning in paper work for kids new school next year to a simple phone call to make sure a bill has been taken care of. Soon about to take Unpaid maternity leave.
I feel stress out at times. I might even feel like I can't do this but what choice do I have? she have to come out.
As my dresser broke in the middle while I was trying to take out a shelve...I found out it was broken inside as it was time to get another one. ( Like I really have money to get a new one)
As I went to the store to by a new shelve, I was glad I found one with so much room that I could feet my daughters whole ware drop in it. ( Yes it's that deep. She has more clothes then me)
Anyways paying for that to trying to entertain my kids. My money is getting lower and lower. Getting child support would help but I'm not sure how much. Feeling out the paper work to getting that turn in is something I don't want to do at this time but I'm debating about it.
I know why would I debate about something like that. Well let me tell you. He can write a statement stating how much he will be giving me and and I can give it to my case worker or I go through the system which I have been avoiding to start this paper work. Maybe a lawyer might be better. I don't know but it's hard being miles apart from him as I have to bare all the burden by myself with kids.
I just want to relax and enjoy the time I have being pregnant until she comes. Get the little things out the way ( which I will). I will start the form just in case and turn it in hopefully at the end of the month. First I need to print out some forms for my kids school and drop that off.
I sure can't wait to stop work and enjoy my children as well over the summer.
I need to get in the bible to get my spirit right.
Hope you follow me on Google+, Twitter (RoseAteshia) or on Blogger.
Even leave a comment if you like. I would like to see what my readers think and follow me on this journey I am taking.
Thank you for reading.
Turning in paper work for kids new school next year to a simple phone call to make sure a bill has been taken care of. Soon about to take Unpaid maternity leave.
I feel stress out at times. I might even feel like I can't do this but what choice do I have? she have to come out.
As my dresser broke in the middle while I was trying to take out a shelve...I found out it was broken inside as it was time to get another one. ( Like I really have money to get a new one)
As I went to the store to by a new shelve, I was glad I found one with so much room that I could feet my daughters whole ware drop in it. ( Yes it's that deep. She has more clothes then me)
Anyways paying for that to trying to entertain my kids. My money is getting lower and lower. Getting child support would help but I'm not sure how much. Feeling out the paper work to getting that turn in is something I don't want to do at this time but I'm debating about it.
I know why would I debate about something like that. Well let me tell you. He can write a statement stating how much he will be giving me and and I can give it to my case worker or I go through the system which I have been avoiding to start this paper work. Maybe a lawyer might be better. I don't know but it's hard being miles apart from him as I have to bare all the burden by myself with kids.
I just want to relax and enjoy the time I have being pregnant until she comes. Get the little things out the way ( which I will). I will start the form just in case and turn it in hopefully at the end of the month. First I need to print out some forms for my kids school and drop that off.
I sure can't wait to stop work and enjoy my children as well over the summer.
I need to get in the bible to get my spirit right.
Hope you follow me on Google+, Twitter (RoseAteshia) or on Blogger.
Even leave a comment if you like. I would like to see what my readers think and follow me on this journey I am taking.
Thank you for reading.
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