I feel alone but I will be okay

I found myself alone. Alone on this Journey with out a partner. It scares the shit out of me as I see everyone I am around with the person they love. They must have learn to let old things go to move forward to find that special person. I feel like it's too late for me. Maybe it's just me worried about never finding love or the soulmate doesn't want me since I have kids. 

  When I look at it, my kids are here for a reason. I am a mother for a reason. Whoever I meet have to accept all of me.

  This journey is a difficult one. I don't know what is going to happen in a week. My life is already on edge. I have no idea what to do. Either way I'm giving everything to Yah. He knows what should happen. What I need to do and where I need to be. 

  Right now I'm where I'm suppose to be. It might have taken me by surprise. Somethings I am holding back to do for a while. All I know everything I do I'm going to try my best to be happy. Smile because I have another day with people I love and that cares about me. 

   I might have a broken heart from love but that to shall pass. 

   Tomorrow I will smile more.

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