just the beginning

I found myself debating which direction I should go as I figure out life as a mother and a single parent. It's not easy as I thought and I find myself lonely sometimes wanting to have someone I can generally talk to without them thinking when there going to get in my pants. Having a boyfriend is a lot of work but having a best freind that's a guy is the best. No pressure one bit but pure fun. Anyways...having your best freinds miles away from you is quite hard but I tell myself I will be ok. This journey I'm taking with celibacy is another talk for another day.   ah I better get ready for karate..another day on a lovely Saturday.