THIS MORNING

I woke up this morning realizing I have work. Most people would be find with work after having 4 days off straight.  Refresh and ready to head back but for me its the opposite. I dread going to work because its not my style. Great people but not for me. I know " why don't I just quit and find another one?"  To answer that question I am pregnant. I could get a job but I'm telling myself just wait tell after the baby is here, you only have almost 6 months before its due and take leave. Plus, I'm sure I can find one that will pay more then 11. Plus, unsure if I even will get paid for family leave but I will figure that out.
    But surprisingly talking to Yashua and telling him how unhappy  I am with things and trying to figure out what way I should go with education ,career wise. I beleive he gave me a sign by a opening at my kids school for teacher aid for only 3 hours. Which is find since they just need someone to finish of the school year.
   I debated about it on Friday and Saturday. Most people will be like "Are you sure you want to do that. That's a lot of work or stress by doing 2 jobs."
  Well if you work only three days out the week with the first job and unsure about family leave , its okay to gain more experince besides retail. Well thats how i feel and think.  Hey, this might just step me to a direction I need to go for my future career. This could open up my eyes to different possibility then just retail.
  of course I'm scared and worried I will over work myself but if I plan it right, I might be able to  handle both. The other job is until May which is fine.

    Life must go on and I better get ready for work.
Sometimes you have to do things to make it in society so you won't end up on the streets.