Can't sleep
I know it's late but I can't sleep. effort I was tired as the baby stayed up as my other kids to. Finally telling them to go to bed to Baby Z giving in to sleep she had breastmilk and went to sleep.
As my oldest girl came down stairs I came up to put her to sleep.
Then I found myself looking for the remote and it's no where to be found that watching the late night news was not going to happen. Plus the kids are sleep and they were in room ealier.
Now stuck back at square one about my life.
I know things can change and are journey can go up or down to even make weird turns.
I think I found myself at that weird turn. It's like I'm stopping asking for directions because when I get close a door shuts. If I stay in what I believe and I know it's right more doors shut and temptation will set but I still run away and leave that direction.
So now I'm at a stopping point asking for directions.
It's only option and I usually ask Yah for help but this time my mind is going in cir6that I have no clue which way.
I'm staying still waiting for the most high to tell me which way to go.
I know I get all spiritual and following Yah but that's what I do as best as I can.
A lot of days are lonely because some don't understand where you are coming from but patience is the key.
it's almost 2 am in the morning and getting up at 6am sounds great to watch the news and drink coffee. I'm going to attempt to do so as I pray today will be a great day and not worry so much.
Hopefully I dose off to bed without any worries : )
My Life My Journey
As my oldest girl came down stairs I came up to put her to sleep.
Then I found myself looking for the remote and it's no where to be found that watching the late night news was not going to happen. Plus the kids are sleep and they were in room ealier.
Now stuck back at square one about my life.
I know things can change and are journey can go up or down to even make weird turns.
I think I found myself at that weird turn. It's like I'm stopping asking for directions because when I get close a door shuts. If I stay in what I believe and I know it's right more doors shut and temptation will set but I still run away and leave that direction.
So now I'm at a stopping point asking for directions.
It's only option and I usually ask Yah for help but this time my mind is going in cir6that I have no clue which way.
I'm staying still waiting for the most high to tell me which way to go.
I know I get all spiritual and following Yah but that's what I do as best as I can.
A lot of days are lonely because some don't understand where you are coming from but patience is the key.
it's almost 2 am in the morning and getting up at 6am sounds great to watch the news and drink coffee. I'm going to attempt to do so as I pray today will be a great day and not worry so much.
Hopefully I dose off to bed without any worries : )
My Life My Journey
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