Next step...tired

Life can be stressful as mines is right now. Before I know it I will be working in the medical field but at the bottom. Getting train to make more but I don't want to fail and that worries me. I have 3 days before my orientation. Then next week start my new job. I'm trying to get ready for homeschooling for the kids to researching healthy ways of living. Plus making extra money. Counting every little money I get to where now majority of it is going to rent...one bill and that's it. Trying to make sure I get some word in to where now I have realize I have to much going on.
  I guess I should plan some of my days. I got one important thing done today besides working. I research and learn about CNA things. ( I take it very serious) sooner or later I have to get a new car which a suv or a van.
  You see I'm tired and my mind is just everywhere that I wonder about what the kids father is thinking. I feel like I'm working harder then he is but maybe he is trying to do something else well but who knows I'm smarter this time and wiser.
  I better get some rest as tomorrow I will be trying to make sure I get other things done.






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