Can't keep up

Seems like time is going and I sure can not keep up. I want to go shopping for certain itmes but I can not because I have bills to pay. Basically it sucks but life goes on. People will get gifts and bills will get paid. I'm so tired of not getting things I want but I'm realizing this is life. So, I will budget a little better. I have to go to a wedding. ( More money out my pocket) Then I will just be working hoping to take a vacation where I live and get away in the mountains somewhere.
   Ha who am I kidding. I will be okay but need to stop stressing about things I can not change and things I can. Grab a bottle of wine and drink on a Friday night and relax.  It will just take the stress off and plus I don't drink wine all the time..well every blue moon.
   So let's take a moment to cry together as we know soon I will be broke.
I'm going to call it  and go relax. Feel out some more job application.

  The struggle is real


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