my thoughts before work

I'm telling myself to breath this morning as I had a great interview yesterday but I need to make sure on a couple of things before I say yes to the job. I realize the positions I do want can not get as I don't have enough experience in that field. I need to gain experience which I will.
   I have been stressing out with life. I want to get a new place then move back in with my parents but first I need to make sure any job I get I can pay the rent with the other bills that goes along with it. Not even that, I need to make sure I get one around a school I like for my kids as well. finding a place right now is not easy. my feast days are coming up and I have no idea when.
   Work is okay as others go head to head with certain things but I'm ready to expand and let myself shine. I want to be a leader and take charge. I need to because it's just burning inside me to do so.
   well, I should make my lunch as I don't really want to and eat something which sounds so dreadful.
one thing I want to tell you before I leave is no job is going to have what you want. I just need to be able to make it. I have learn and just try to adapt to certain things but not all.

oh yeah the list is going good just finding work and working out but need to advance my skill set.