Not ready for whatto come

Us as Americans are not ready for what to come. We are in a hurry to reopen eventhough things are not getting better but worse. Their have to be a safer way to open without infecting more people and killing more people. 

   Hmmm, it's not going away and meeting new people and living life that we use to it not coming back. Traveling and possibly leaving America is not happening. Finding new friendships is only going to be online. Finding love will just be online or a chance you take to get that human contact. 

   Emergency will get done but the people we count on to keep the country going is getting infected. 

   Maybe my kids father is right

 How long am I willing to br away from people...him? Can I do it? Should you be with the person you love or family? But everything has a role to play. I'm lear anding to take care of myself and my kids. 

   A second wave will hit and preparing for it seems to be difficult. It can truly hit at anytime. This time I have to many high risk people around me that I have to take a step down. 

   Separate myself or not work.

Who would have known we would be at this point in are life where we would be deciding to live or die. To work or not work. Kids at home doing school to parents need help. 

  My life I was getting back on track but now I'm trying my best to keep going eventhough shit seems to fall down hill. Sooner or later I'm going to need a car.

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