I ask myself.......2022

 

  I asked myself "Do I woman up or Do I cry and let that shit bother me the rest of next year until we are in 2022. 

  I cut my hair to give myself some bangs. Januray is almost here and I figure why not go ahead and give myself something new. I place make-up on. I know I'm not going anywhere but I just want to feel pretty for a moment. A second to feel normal. 

  Jobless as I say to Covic-19 which gives me no excitement to my life at the moment. Debating in my mind what I can learn on this down time. Not much comes to me as I know I look for work at home. None seems to be for me or I just don't qualify. some how with these telemarketing jobs they want you to make a certain mount of calls and actually get people to sign up. For me I'm just like

  "Have you seen the economy lately?!!"  

It's like people want to get back to normal but or normal is gone. We need releif now. We need someone to say

  "I understand. I am here to help. I am for the people. We need 2,000 a month here and in high states give them at least 3,000. California is expensive so let's be realistic and fair. California can just drop down there coast of living. 

  People are dying everyday. I can not afford to risk the lives of my family I live with to work a small job that will only pay ends meet almost. 

  I have no idea what life will bring to 2021 but I know this is going to be a dark black 2021. Not trying to be negative but life is life.

   Babylon is falling. Slowly but it is hard to tell what is near the future. The vaccine but not safe all of us. The Medicine might not work. what are you going to do if it doesn't work? 

  I have no idea.

Thank you for following me on this Journey 

My Life My Journey.