The struggles of life.

 Hello my fellow readers. I haven't written in a minute due to stress. Yup stress of life. Things I'm trying to balance out. Paying my bills and rent 😩 as I go through everyday life. 

  Working a 15 dollars a hour youvwould think, I should be good but I'm not. Instead I have to ask my dad for help, my brothers for help and then the other kids grandpa for help. The struggle is real as I didn't get my holiday pay on this check where they will back pay me. I really needed that extra money but I have to wait for it. 

  Now as I have no choice but to pick up a second job, I wonder what type should I do and for how much? Knowing I have to balance out both is exhausting but only temporarily until I can figure out my finances, school and where do I want to retire at. Shit where do I want to live or die at?  So many life decisions that I can barely think 

  Being lonely doesn't help when you actually just want someone to talk to. Even just have that bestie or your soulmate with you as you go through your ups and downs.

Ahhh...the struggles of life 

I better get back to work. Lunch break it over.

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