My boyfriend which is the father of my babies is a fucking coward. We have three already and one on the way. Yes it was a surprise to us but hey shit happens. Of course I was upset at myself but life must go on. Anyways a story short. He lives with his parents and he moves out soon to his own place and I live with mines until I find a place. He doesn't want too tell his parents bcz he still lives there. He wants to tell them when he moves out. Fucking coward right. I don't know if I'm suppose to drop the F bomb on here but I just did.
Anyways it makes me feel a certain way and he thinks I should be ok with it. He doesn't understand that's what life is. Your parents are going to say something even though u don't want to hear it. life goes on.
now I feel like I need to take a step back and clear my mind before I make a hug decision about moving in with him plus marriage. If he can't own up to having another baby bcz we worried about what people think or say...I might as well move on.
if I cared about all that I probably wouldn't have none of my kids. that's the DAM truth. You can see this morning wasn't good for me.
He texted me saying I quote " Dang Tisha why didn't you have the kids call my pops."
right there that piss me off. he never told his dad about the baby so no. my kids will talk. of course he said they could of called before they new. I just got off the phone with him and head to work. My life is complicated and I brought another Lil one in this mess but I'm changing it around.
He can hide but I'm not. I can't anyways if I wanted too. I know I should just leave him alone but it's hard to when u have known each other for 11 years. I'm just tired. I wish I had someone to talk to but this is how I get out my pain and anger.
Thanks for reading. :)
Anyways it makes me feel a certain way and he thinks I should be ok with it. He doesn't understand that's what life is. Your parents are going to say something even though u don't want to hear it. life goes on.
now I feel like I need to take a step back and clear my mind before I make a hug decision about moving in with him plus marriage. If he can't own up to having another baby bcz we worried about what people think or say...I might as well move on.
if I cared about all that I probably wouldn't have none of my kids. that's the DAM truth. You can see this morning wasn't good for me.
He texted me saying I quote " Dang Tisha why didn't you have the kids call my pops."
right there that piss me off. he never told his dad about the baby so no. my kids will talk. of course he said they could of called before they new. I just got off the phone with him and head to work. My life is complicated and I brought another Lil one in this mess but I'm changing it around.
He can hide but I'm not. I can't anyways if I wanted too. I know I should just leave him alone but it's hard to when u have known each other for 11 years. I'm just tired. I wish I had someone to talk to but this is how I get out my pain and anger.
Thanks for reading. :)
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