Thinking

I'm sitting here thinking about life. Life can be so complex and complicated that it feels like you are alone. That's how I feel A LOT. But I try to view life different as I am raising children. Having support of my family and the father which we both are still struggling.  The day seems long to me as I try to be positive. Only going to work 3 days out of the week you would think I won't complain or be bother with that but I am.  I can't afford to live on my own so I have to live with my parents. greatful of the things I have but now I'm trying to figure out life. I know soon I will have to leave and let my parents nit worry about me. I'm just unsure what direction I should take. I failed so many times with certain things that I'm worried I will make the same mistake again. That's another topic I will discuss later but now im off to work.