My Night
Finally I get to relax as I barely do anytime every since I had Baby Z.
But tonight I got to watch some shows and eat in peace. ( With out baby Z wanting to eat) I can hardly believe it but I see there is some hope or a quiet dinner and watch my shows tonight.
It was nice as long it lasted but I found myself quietly in my room wondering about life (I do that alot)
Some days I feel like I know where I'm going n some days I don't. Catching a cold doesn’t help today ( Didn't wear a big enough jacket outside so I got the sniffles) but it's going away as I took my medicine and make some soup (black seed oil) Not all the way good but I do need to rest.
After a while taking care of kids and trying to get things done and having to talk to people all I want to do is rest. No bottle pump nor talk to anyone.
I even feel like I don't have enough time in one day.
Even when I need a break I feel guilty for not using my time to get other things done but sooner or later I do need to shut off my brain and relax.
Like right now at this moment I'm thinking about things I need to do which doesn't help but I need to relax and try and do the things I need to do.
Tomorrow I waa going to do my taxes but im going to do the at abothet time.will do my Taxes later. I have to take care of myself and my baby boy which isn't feeling well. I will be back to mommy duties in 8 hours or less. Time to sleep
My Life My Journey
But tonight I got to watch some shows and eat in peace. ( With out baby Z wanting to eat) I can hardly believe it but I see there is some hope or a quiet dinner and watch my shows tonight.
It was nice as long it lasted but I found myself quietly in my room wondering about life (I do that alot)
Some days I feel like I know where I'm going n some days I don't. Catching a cold doesn’t help today ( Didn't wear a big enough jacket outside so I got the sniffles) but it's going away as I took my medicine and make some soup (black seed oil) Not all the way good but I do need to rest.
After a while taking care of kids and trying to get things done and having to talk to people all I want to do is rest. No bottle pump nor talk to anyone.
I even feel like I don't have enough time in one day.
Even when I need a break I feel guilty for not using my time to get other things done but sooner or later I do need to shut off my brain and relax.
Like right now at this moment I'm thinking about things I need to do which doesn't help but I need to relax and try and do the things I need to do.
Tomorrow I waa going to do my taxes but im going to do the at abothet time.will do my Taxes later. I have to take care of myself and my baby boy which isn't feeling well. I will be back to mommy duties in 8 hours or less. Time to sleep
My Life My Journey
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