Wedding bells or No wedding bells?

  There must be love in the air as people around me are getting married. It might be a customer I talk to just for a few moments as she tells me she is getting married I congratulate her on her new adventure in life. To my baby brother reception he is having for his wedding he already had and I had to miss it:(.

  (that's what I get for quitting Nordstrom Rack could had made it) To now my oldest brother wanting to get married as he pop the question to her and she said yes. He said May 5th is the day. I'm worried and nervous for him as the first one didn't turn out so well. (I hope he got a divorce by now!!! : )......ahhh)

  I guess love is in the air because wedding bells are ringing. A new year as the birds chirp and the butterfly Blossom with the flowers.
   I never said congratulations because it's so hard to. My mouth nor my fingers seem to not let me write it out to him nor say it.
  I love all my brothers as I know they love me but I want them to have the best because they are some really good guys especially my baby brother. I'm glad he found someone to love. I don't have to worry so much anymore about him.

  So yes there will be a wedding but not ready to say congratulations but it will come when I know it's for real and right.


  No bells..No ring but what I got this year was reinsurance I need to get back in the game and focus on getting where I will be happy : )

  A wedding will come when it's time for me. Only Yah knows when.


  Im going to take this moment and soak in
all the excitement I had for today.
  Soon my mother is going to have me look at dresses as I'm so undecisive about which one I want to get my babygirls and me :) :/...









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