Been a while

I haven't been on my computer for a while that I found myself heading back on so I can finally post about my crazy life. I stumble on how to change my life I put in the search bar on the internet. Well I took a moment and laugh at it as I answer that question to myself  a couple of minutes before I decided to blog.
    I can only change the things I can and leave the rest up to Yah. I have no idea where I'm going still as it is a mystery.
  I also learn I need to have patients as I seem to go from 0 to 100 at times to where I just need to go outside, freeze my butt off and run back in. It's hot to me as others are warm and cozy.
 After a while it get boring talking to yourself as I try to figure out personal things that I give up on my goals as I find myself worrying about more important things I really don't want to but I have to.
  I can barely remember when I worried about myself? So sad but so true.
Ha, people can barely believe I celebrated Hanukkah because I guess I'm black and they don't see e celebrating it I guess. Then they will be like so you are Jewish and I have to tell them no Jew. Two different things if you really research. At least I know what tribe I came from. Wasn't converted into it but born in it.
  It's been a secret for a very long time,

yes my life has been crazy and I'm still trying to search where I'm going but some days I wish I new where I was going. Just a peek




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