Affording where I live

  As I wait to go to my job interview I was thinking about affording where I live? I Google where I live and how much it cost. Sadly so I cannot afford where I live because I have a family of 5 not including my BF. People can say I need a raise but it doesn't matter if  you do not have the hours. Where your boss might want to give you some BS and you take it and move on and fucking work because you have to. As I nervously wait to see if I get this new job I would be working 2. Not by choice of course but because I need to be able to afford the things I need and want. I want my kids to grow up in a nice area so I have to put in the work.
   I'm learning that I need to save and go for my goals. being packed with kids in the car as it is only a 5 seater is getting old and I kind of want my space from them. I have to work to get my new car. I'm hoping a get one or I just have to go to a car dealership that will except what I have. Plus that is a bill as well and insurance. Yes I thought a lot of things through as it stresses me out. Of course I want a cat or a dog but can I really afford it in my budget.? I think of everything as I want certain things.
   A lot of people will just say just wait until you can afford it or you don't need that.
Well, whoever said I will be here tomorrow. That's how I need to live as if tomorrow is not promise to me but enjoy it and do what I can that day. Pray that I will see tomorrow.

   Yes, I can worry about affording a place in this city I live in and not get what I need and want. Instead I'm going to work and do what I can for my family. It might not be the best job ever but at least I am getting paid and somewhere out there is a job just for me.





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