Life can....

 Life can take you for a ride you thought you would never be on or never be on again. Life lessons are good but you have to learn from them.  I have learn past these 2 years, I have wasted time on things that was a joke. When you work hard for some thing you want results. If you don't see anything, you have to change something up.

   I have failed in that department. Now I see the aftermath of all my decisions. I have lost time I will never get back. I have lost love which I will never see. I have not change so much as I would have liked. My career seems to be distance from me as I still search for it. I have loss a couple of things that I have not realize yet and have seen. 

 I can not get back what I have loss but I can start gaining what will come before it passes me by. Today I will smile a little bit more. I will try my best to not get angry at little things. I will enjoy every moment I have today. 

  This time I will change. I will change my future with just one single action I take. One word I use. One idea that will just set off for me to sail to my destiny. When it is all done and said...Yah is taking each step with me. I have to be willing to listen as I leave some people behind. Now I see why I will cry. I will see why I feel hurt,scared and worried to lose certain people. Then I remember, they was gone before but I kept a hold on to them.

 Now it's time to listen. I want to see where I am suppose to go. I don't want to miss another chance of what could have been.😞😢

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