My Thoughts/ something new

My thoughts stay in my mind as they wonder around. I keep silent as a bird you didn't notice in the tree. I stop as I try to figure out my next move. I feel trapped as I go out. I secretly go out by myself wondering who will I bump into. Will I meet a new friend or the love of my life. While I change my life today or someone else for the better. 

  Each step I take. breath I breathe, their is no answer to my question. So I guess I have a challenge I need to fulfil. 

Tomorrow I will not curse but I will be smart with the words I say. I will look up another word for stupid or asshole or what other bad word that shouldn't come out. 

  Cleaning my body is hard to do. I guess I'm doing this alone or you will be doing this with me my readers. I shall see how far I will get. Tomorrow I will tell you how it goes in my blog and video blog. That is the first step for me to be clean. Some where I am missing my happiness. I can only ask one person. I need to hear him loud and clear. No interruptions, no miscommunication. I want to hear each word and feel the filling that will come over me.

Shalom

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