New change of life

 It's September. On the first day in September I talked to myself about changing my life. That was my goal I put down in my calendar. Second day I am actually doing something to change my life around. It doesn't happen overnight but I know I have to put things in place. 

   First step I did was change my number. Start off fresh and new. A new me and a new beginning. leaving the old behind me. That number was like a ghost that needed to be deleted. I held on to old things that I needed to let go. Cut off the rope. I finally did which I felt some relief.  I'm trying not to be scared of the unknown. It's so hard not to. But life was passing by me and I was getting now where fast enough. 

 I'm aging and I just need to find that happy place. So, I decided to change my life around. I will cry a lot as I will miss some people. I'm not even going to bother to say bye. No point on wasting time on people that seems to not mind not being around you or talk to you. 

 I took my first step of change. I'm fucking scared to take the next step tomorrow but I pray I will be okay.

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