Moving forward still

 I woke up early this morning trying to figure out what should I do next. I didn't want anything to do with my kids father nor other people for a while so I deactivate my account on Facebook. I know crazy but sometimes you need to teach a person a lesson. Take back your life. Change somethings to make things better. So my third day is going pretty well. I have not tried to call him which is great. 

  Now I can be a asshole as I really want to but I have kids by this stupid boy. I'm calling him a boy because he is not a man. You need to grow up to be one. 

Anyways I will allow the kids to call there father on the house phone really late. Like he does to see them. Maybe he might understand how it feels and not do it to them again.

  You know I'm smiling while I wrote that. 😊

Today as I can not get ride of all my social media. I do YouTube now and then.  I have no idea what is next but I will keep you posted.

 I wonder what good vibes and change will come my way soon. It does feel weird to have a new number. I can decide on who has it and who doesn't. 

Until next time

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