Sacrifice?

 I have been thinking of ways how I am going to change my life around. So far it has been stressful. I'm trying my best to give it all to the most high. I want to cry somedays as my future is unknown. I want to scream to the top of my lungs to release all the stress I feel. Overwhelmed with life. Each time I get up in the morning I try to think of something new I can do or learn. I have became a chief in the kitchen. Keep myself busy during this time. Then I get burned out to where I start to write. 

  I find myself searching where I can go to after all this is over. A few trips somewhere and see what I like. If I love it I will stay. Of course only if it's Yah will for me. Life on earth seems to be......

I have no words for it. As the election get's close. I wonder will we shout down again? Will it finally work and not be a waist of time? Can I go back to school and actually find something I enjoy? Can I make a career out of nothing? My head wonders as I try to survive in USA. My future is unknown. 

  While I sit here on the sabbath day, I will learn as much as I can. I will cry and pick myself back up. I have learn a lot and no men is coming to save me. I have to save myself from the cruel awful world we are in. 

How much do I need to sacrifice ?  

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