Exhausted Momma

 Today I have haisted myself out. Maybe I realize now how tired I am. Being a teacher, a chief, maid and trying to clean where I need to,diswahser,mother and overload with responsibilities that I finally felt it today. I could stay in my room for 30 minutes and listen to music but it still won't allow me to rest myself. Think about other things then things I need to do. Being a mom is hard but being a single is harder. 

  Off to the dentist I go as the paste came off my little one whole on her tooth as major surgery we want to wait on until she is older. We have to put it back on as we see about 2 other teeth. Now I have myself googling how to cure tooth decay and have healthy teeth. I'm tired and exhausted. 

 She is potty train but still can have accidents, especially while she is sleeping. If you wonder why I don't put a diaper on all the time, well she stop peeing in them in the middle of the night. Not sure when as I'm to busy to notice. I did notice evertime she woke up she would be dry. I know I'm taking a risk by getting up in the middle of the night to change sheets and clean and whip my baby down. It's part of being a parent.

   Anyways I'm tired but I keep on going.  It's pretty late as it's almost midnight. I'm drinking coffee. I just want to stay up and watch the news. As time goes while the next day will arrive soon, I'm ready to cry.  It's fine to cry if you need to. We all get tired at times. 

  I will enjoy the rest of the night and I pray things work out well tomorrow.

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