That spark

 Love is the most strangest thing in the world. You figure when you meet someone and you go out. Date a little and then get to know them and like that you fall in love with them. Maybe later you get married and 75% you might get a divorce. Not sure how accurate that is but I'm not going to look it up. 

  What happens if you cross paths with someone. You actually look up and say hello to. You actually feel that fire inside. The spark people dream of. You try to shake it off but instead you help them with whatever they need help with. Or you talk to them for a quick second to by time while you wait in line. Either way, I had 2 sparks.

 One was 2 years ago. The spark was so strong that is scared me. It felt like the universe stop for a moment. It was just me and him looking at each other as I try to speak. Cashiering as I wrap his gift up for his grandma. He starred and smile and applied to whatever he might say. It was a burst of fire between us that I couldn't even right my number down. It was not destiny yet. I was in a relationship but was it suppose to be my destiny? Only time will tell if we meet again.

 2nd was...yesterday as my day was long. I saw him from a far looking at decorative pillows. I didn't want to walk pass him. Didn't feel like dealing with customers at that moment. Some how I needed to run the opposite way and get ready to be that upbeat cashier and just like that, he was my customer. We talked throughout the whole transaction. I felt a spark. This spark was more of curiosity. I wonder about his thoughts. He was the complete opposite of me. I enjoyed the conversation that we were having. He gave me a glimpse of him as I did the same for him. With a smile he gave. I cared less if he had a mask on as I had mines on. Just like that the spark shine a little. I pass on giving him my number. If it is destiny we will meet again.  Because just like that, I forgot as I felt awkward, but it was peaceful to just talk with him. My mind was being enlightened by him.

So you see, love is completed. Once you found your one. You will know. There will be a spark. There will be no misunderstandings because you will feel it. Trust me, I felt that only twice in my life. Like I actually felt it. 

If someone tells you, that doesn't happen in real life, honey it does.

I guess next time, I will do something about it.

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