34 weeks almost and my day

It's raining outside. I'm glad it's raining a little as my responsibility keeps growing that I feel overwelmed. I sure can't talk to my mom about it. I feel like I will get more negative then I need positively  today. Spending like 39 to 40 minutes waiting for my Doctor...she was in a hurry to just check me real fast and answer my questions which I didn't get to answer all the way since she was rushing me. 

  That's a whole blog in its self but I'm doing to much. I know I'm doing to much to where I need to stop and breath somewhere. the kids are good just the fact things can be to much at times. 

  I know I would have avoided this. I know what I could have done but I can't go back and change things. trying to see the light at the tunnel.