Needed to vent

April 24,2020

Its midnight and I never got to post yesterday or the day before. My unfinsh thoughts never got written down.
  Now I must say I'm fucking stress out!!! Excuse my french but dam your lady went to 1 to 100 before 24 hours has ended and still there. First off I'm stress as I can not think to clear my mind as so much is going on up there. I can't even cry. That's how bad it is🤯.
 I cooked, I clean and I try to potty train my 2 year old which can only last for so long but she peed in the potty!!!
   Homeschool the kids to entertain as much as I could. Of course shit is everywhere again that I said " I will get to it tomorrow.)
  Girls hair are done and I somewhat....naw I didn't get shit done for me today.
   I have to homeschool next year. I don't have much of a choice since covic-19 will come back in fall why waist time nor risk it when I will have to be at home. I guess part-time when work start again. I guess no point of leaving. Shit I need to work on something at home.
   Now I have to go school shopping to get my shit together as I have no idea what the f&##$%%[ is going to happen moving forward.
  Letting things go as I hear negative shit today was very...I mean very hard.
  I guess when I get up will be ar it again😫😩🥴





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