Venting!!!
Sorry I need to let this out before I go..well crazy.
You see I'm tired of going around circles with my BF. Yes I know I said I was moving on but this time I am.
I take things seriously when it comes to important stuff like this stay at home order.
First off I'm not trying to catch this virus. Second I have little once to take care off and third if I need to go out I will and get my ass home.
So my BF thinks it's unfair as I dont see him and I'm acting like he has it. I told him I'm trying to do the stay at home order. I could have went to are place together but I didn't. I new my parents might need me. Plus at my house, their is no cable, no internet, no food( just a little), I would have to get supplies for hygiene itmes to basically stock up as much as I could. But I couldn't because I had no money. I was stressing out about rent to getting food
My mom told me to relax and things will work out, they did.
Did I tell you, I paid rent since January and now. So, I decided to stay at my parents house and buckle down. I decided to be here for my parents and not have to buy things I shouldn't have to.
Now I have a month and 3 week to move out of the apartment. He is worried about us being with him to me going out.
All I can say is really!!!Like Really!!!!
I can say more but I'm not. Instead I kept quiet as he doesn't want to talk about certain things that are important. You know, rent, Bill's and where you are going to stay.
To I through in the towel. He does as he pleases. I'm not calling or texting him.
When he is ready to actually see the big picture we can talk.
He can help other ppl but not his kids. Now he wants to help but it's to latem things are getting worse.
So I made a decision to protect my kids and do right. Moving out is a little thing but I have to get it done.
Thanks for letting me vent.
My Journey My Life
You see I'm tired of going around circles with my BF. Yes I know I said I was moving on but this time I am.
I take things seriously when it comes to important stuff like this stay at home order.
First off I'm not trying to catch this virus. Second I have little once to take care off and third if I need to go out I will and get my ass home.
So my BF thinks it's unfair as I dont see him and I'm acting like he has it. I told him I'm trying to do the stay at home order. I could have went to are place together but I didn't. I new my parents might need me. Plus at my house, their is no cable, no internet, no food( just a little), I would have to get supplies for hygiene itmes to basically stock up as much as I could. But I couldn't because I had no money. I was stressing out about rent to getting food
My mom told me to relax and things will work out, they did.
Did I tell you, I paid rent since January and now. So, I decided to stay at my parents house and buckle down. I decided to be here for my parents and not have to buy things I shouldn't have to.
Now I have a month and 3 week to move out of the apartment. He is worried about us being with him to me going out.
All I can say is really!!!Like Really!!!!
I can say more but I'm not. Instead I kept quiet as he doesn't want to talk about certain things that are important. You know, rent, Bill's and where you are going to stay.
To I through in the towel. He does as he pleases. I'm not calling or texting him.
When he is ready to actually see the big picture we can talk.
He can help other ppl but not his kids. Now he wants to help but it's to latem things are getting worse.
So I made a decision to protect my kids and do right. Moving out is a little thing but I have to get it done.
Thanks for letting me vent.
My Journey My Life
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