People take covic-19 serious?

 It's funny how covic-19 cases are getting high but the nation is still open. It blows my mind but I guess people just don't really care.

 I might be wrong, maybe they do but they have to do what they use to do. They have to feel free. I get it. I see all of us was not in this together. We all locked down and different times. We all reopen at different times. We all have are feelings about it. 

  So I don't like to say this but right now we are fucked!!!. 2021 will get here and we probably will get some ease way with the virus but we still might be in a bind. I will be optimistic about it. I will think positive eventhough I know this is the beginning. We will probably have peace with other countries but shit will hit the fan. Am I ready? No, I'm really not. 

  I wish people didn't have to risk there lives during this crazy time. Praying that they don't catch it. 

  When I see people going out having fun like it is another day. Like we living in 2019, that makes me wonder how many people will die before 2020 is over. 

It's sad but I want to make it to 2021 with my family.