He caught up

I ran as far as I could. I stop to breath and behind me he was there. He caught up as he saw I went right. He called as I held back. No point of moving forward with some that doesn't want you so I thought.

  I was at peace and there he was. Telling me stories and tragic struck. I wanted to hate him but I couldn't. I still wanted to block him out and move forward but its not that easy.

   Talking heals as I realize. I wonder about understanding and I ask myself why can't I just not care. Now he is here holding my hand. I put on a smile and let him know their is alot of work he has to put in.  He understands but I wonder about my heart.

   I took a breath and let him tell all. It's better to know the truth then a lie.

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