Life..no worries
Life is weird and around the world is getting crazy. I try not to judge as that is not my place nor should I but I wonder why people worry about little things that are not as important as the big picture.
Watch YouTube with this lady that has nine kids since she has one on the way. She is tired of having kids which I don't blame her but I always think if we were back in the days during the bible time then we probably wouldn't be going through how many kids are to much. Worrying about are next meal to a roof over are heads.
Now I want to have things and move forward but I had to ask myself "What do you mean move forward? Where are you going?" There I pause myself and I try to answer that question. All I want to do is serve the most high as best as I can. actually have a career I enjoy and enjoy my small family. If my family grows it grows. If I learn to build a company then I do. If I learn to go with it then worry then that will be a blessing.
You see, there was so much death around me as I heard it a lot at work and knowing someone died that I new. I have to move forward even if I don't want to. I have to put on a smile even if things seems weird.
I'm not perfect but I want to be me. I know it's crazy to say it but I really want to be me and no one judge me. That would never happen since life on earth is not easy. It neve has been for me.
I'm close to the things I want. Soon I will have to grind harder to get things I want later. I know this earth will fall but I just don't want to stand around nor want him to ask me why I didn't do anything. why did you waste the time I gave you?
Wasting time I can't do. All I can do is praise him and hope I get some of it right as I won't get all it right.
I'm taking a step forward but I hope no one gets mad at me because I'm on a mission.
My Life My Journey
Watch YouTube with this lady that has nine kids since she has one on the way. She is tired of having kids which I don't blame her but I always think if we were back in the days during the bible time then we probably wouldn't be going through how many kids are to much. Worrying about are next meal to a roof over are heads.
Now I want to have things and move forward but I had to ask myself "What do you mean move forward? Where are you going?" There I pause myself and I try to answer that question. All I want to do is serve the most high as best as I can. actually have a career I enjoy and enjoy my small family. If my family grows it grows. If I learn to build a company then I do. If I learn to go with it then worry then that will be a blessing.
You see, there was so much death around me as I heard it a lot at work and knowing someone died that I new. I have to move forward even if I don't want to. I have to put on a smile even if things seems weird.
I'm not perfect but I want to be me. I know it's crazy to say it but I really want to be me and no one judge me. That would never happen since life on earth is not easy. It neve has been for me.
I'm close to the things I want. Soon I will have to grind harder to get things I want later. I know this earth will fall but I just don't want to stand around nor want him to ask me why I didn't do anything. why did you waste the time I gave you?
Wasting time I can't do. All I can do is praise him and hope I get some of it right as I won't get all it right.
I'm taking a step forward but I hope no one gets mad at me because I'm on a mission.
My Life My Journey
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