New change

Life seems to be a challenge for me as I move forward with my life. Trying to make big decisions

without having someone hold my hand. 

  I have learn over the months that I need to grow no matter what. I have been in the background doing what others want me to do. Now I have to work hard to get where I want to be at. It's probably not ideal to some people but I need to live. 

  I have been wasting my time for far way to long. I have been searching for more that fear stop me from going forward. 

  Now I have to grow up because if I don't I will regret it the rest of my life. 

I know you are asking why would I say grow up as I should be already grown up but if you are depending on people all the time and not moving forward you are not growing up. Asking for help is different from being responsible if you are able to. 

   Now I will be moving out which is scary a little but a rush of happiness went through my body as I can come home and feel like I'm moving forward. 

  Trying to get a car that will be another adventure for me as I want to be able to have extra room in my car and take trips to the mountains or wherever. 

  I'm trying to move forward and better my life. 

Life is to short and I understand no one will understand but I'm ready to make myself happy by doing things then sit around another year waiting for things to happen. 

New change for me

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