I'm Learning
Im learning to love again without trying to question every little thing. That wouldn't be me if I didn't put up a guard
Love can be weird but somehow I try find it and I stop looking and it comes.
I gave up and let shit be. I know he came back as i let Yah do what he do. Im trying to process everything. I sometimes want to tell people how I let Yah do him and what I said to him which no one will know yes?
Im still going forward in my life. Still have to work hard and do what is right.
I hope I'm moving forward the right way as this road for me never been easy. I got a new place..check...now I have to check off getting a car for my family to fit comfortably and a new job and daycare for little ZZ so she can play with other kids at least 2 days.
Plus give my mom a break.
Life been crazy as I'm still trying to figure things out but I need to look forward even though people will judge and wonder why and not understand but shit I barely understand myself but I know there is a reason for everything.
Life.....
My Life My Journey
Love can be weird but somehow I try find it and I stop looking and it comes.
I gave up and let shit be. I know he came back as i let Yah do what he do. Im trying to process everything. I sometimes want to tell people how I let Yah do him and what I said to him which no one will know yes?
Im still going forward in my life. Still have to work hard and do what is right.
I hope I'm moving forward the right way as this road for me never been easy. I got a new place..check...now I have to check off getting a car for my family to fit comfortably and a new job and daycare for little ZZ so she can play with other kids at least 2 days.
Plus give my mom a break.
Life been crazy as I'm still trying to figure things out but I need to look forward even though people will judge and wonder why and not understand but shit I barely understand myself but I know there is a reason for everything.
Life.....
My Life My Journey
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