My day

I'm going to start counting the days when I  have not heard from baby daddy and it's been 8days. Wow, I can't really believe it has but 8days. I keep telling myself just breath, it's not the end of the world. Just keep doing what you are doing and be the best mother you can. Hopefully my children won't be affect by this later but I'm sure they will. They will have questions but all I can do is tell the truth.
  Maybe the father might come around and call. Who really knows because I'm unsure what he is doing.

   Anyways my day was not that bad but hard to focus at work as first. My mind was on baby daddy because I wanted to know why he haven't call or what happen. I guess I shouldn't care but I do. When someone stops talking to you out of know where you would want to know. So about 2 hours in starting back to focus at work, it was exhausting but good. Boring at first that I didn't understand why I was there. Over all not a bad day.

  As I wait for the sun to go down, I'm about to run a bubble bath that will relax my musle and tention I am feeling that I can't wait to jump in there. Hopefully I will be able to sleep through the night instead of a sleepless night I did last night.
 
   Alright time for a bubble bath and relax.