28weeks almost 29weeks....time flies

 Being 28weeks and about to be 29 weeks I found myself looking up YouTube Videos about birth, giving birth and what to expect which I should know all about but doing it again as it been 5 years, it dawn on me and not having my partner there is going to be way different from all my other kids birth.
   I'm glad my mother will be there but there is still nervousness coming over me. The due date is around the corner. Well not really but I have 2 more months and the baby is here. So thrilled and excited that I can barely wrap my mind around the whole thing. Trying to get everything in place seems so stressful doing it yourself when it comes to certain things but I am.
     29weeks on Monday, I can barely grasp it. May is right around the corner that soon I will have to decide if I'm going to take June fully off or half of it for work.  I want to do half but I will see how I'm doing at work as the baby grows. The crib is not even up which I need to do soon, I haven't got the stroller yet.  Of course I have the money to the side for that but there is so many to choice from but I have to pick soon because sooner or later I will not want to go out to much. I can barely believe it started to snow where I live. Yes it's snow yesterday and I thought we were done with snow and we was in spring. Crazy right?!! Anyways, planing for this baby is not easy. I need a small lamp and a bag to go to the hospital with and get that packed. See I haven't done that either.
   It feels like it is to soon but maybe not because these months and weeks are going by pretty fast. So yes, this journey I'm taking is pretty unpredictable like most journeys but I'm adding a extra luggage to this journey. I hope that doesn't sound weird as I called my unborn baby extra luggage??? :/ Okay I should say extra baby to this journey but I'm glad so far she is healthy.
   Even if you are single, don't have the father there or do, you can do it. Either way giving birth is never easy and I'm trying to prep my mind for it even though I have this all going on.

  Time to watch the snowfall a little bit more and drink one cup of coffee. It's just one and it will be fine.