My feeling towards my fatehrs kids

  I was debating if I was going to blog about my feeling toward my father kids not calling me for three days. I know three days should not be a hug deal but when you are used to talk to someone all the time and then they just shut you off it's kind of hard.
  All things go through your mind. Is he hurt? Does he have another girl on the side he is trying to get with? His he annoyed by me because I didn't agree with him? All kinds of things run through your mind that you have no control over.
   On my fourth day I'm sure he won't call and I'm not going to try and call him. I already tried that but he doesn't want to return my phone calls. So the only thing I can do is leave him alone. He wants to go to school down where he is at for 6months  and come down here later. Get his own place and start making his life better basically.  where he is at now.  That's a whole another topic I can talk about later. 

  Really, I have no one else but my family. He wanted a family and didn't want to be like his parents but it seems like it's going toward that direction. Trying to communicate with him about this little one in my stomach and see how he feels about things doesn't matter anymore. I'm doing it by myself as he promise I wouldn't be. Actions speaks louder then words. Remember that guys.

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