I nice glass of wine would do me some good right now but I'm settling for cake. Well, Carrot cake to be exact. I'm almost done worrying about Insurance problems but I know it will all be okay and I should be able to have it all squared out by tomorrow. ( I hope I do :/)
Now back to my real problems. Well I have plenty but who doesn't. Whoever say they don't are lying. Well today is the first day I'm going to stop talking to my kids father. I guess he is not willing to come out here so soon. He wants to move out of his dad's house and get a small place and safe up and move out here with me and the kids. Plus he wants to look at schools out there. I believe one of those tech schools that will only take about 2weeks but cost some money. Anyways I was like yeah sure that sounds great. No rush at all.
Then I started to think. What the F.... am I thinking. If he isn't coming out here and try and help I have to push the envelope and keep on moving with out him. I don't know when he is coming out here. He will be missing the baby birth. I'm sure of it and I will be that single mother I dreadfully didn't want to be but I am.
I'm cutting him off. I know I have to plan something out and make sure I find a great place to live which means a better job and saving.
A mother has to do what a mother have to do.
So, I'm going to enjoy this cake and fight on the good fight tomorrow to see about insurance and I pray I will be done with that issue.
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