Came at a crossroad

• I came at a crossroad where I want to stop. I dont want to go anymore. I got to that point where I want to do what I want. I cant seem to do so. Instead I'm stuck at this crossroad. If I keep going, there will be more pain ahead. But I feel like I'm doing it to myself as the old trying to creep up now and then. That's why I stop.

  I even looked back wanting to run back but I can't, it's not safe anymore. Going straight scares me. Leaving everything behind I know I can not come back from it. I will be a different person.  What if it's good for me?
  Oh I'm so tired, I guess I will take a step forward.  What other choice do I have? There is nothing for me on the old path just death.  Hmmm I will cry but I will pick myself up again and take steps. I fell again but I have to pass the old as they are catching up. I have to run faster but first I need to take a step ahead.

   Sooner or later they will not fade me. I will be where I need to be. It's a matter of time.

    I hope so






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