Down a bit : /

At work as I was starving. Finally at lunch I went to Starbucks to get a package meal and a warm drink. Now I'm making myself eat. Missing ex again as it creep up on you. Not cool.
  I've been thinking and I'm going to do some intense praying. Not sure how it will go but I really need that time and love with Yah.  Hopefully he tells me some type of plan he has for me.
  I'm stressing to where my kids are ready for a stepfather to wanting rhere own rooms that I can barely keep up with everything. Do you have any idea how hard it is to raise kids and actually go on a date.
  Going to the bar with a friend would help but I really not sure about that option. Seeing guys that are attractive online is slim to none or I just need to wait a bit. Meet sweet ones but I'm hitting my brakes.
  I need to get some legal things done, looking for a new car to myself. Trying to make sure I lose the weight I want and not over due it.
   In at 138lbs this morning. I can barely believe it.
   I'm still going on the Journey as I might me running faster to get to where I want to be at but only Yah can direct my footsteps

 Yes I am tired but I tell myself I have to keep going.


  My Journey My Life