the end

I really think this is it. I'm not sure when I will blog again but my journey is at a end I feel. No courage to go on. No point as I am stop on the first step. I can't seem to go forward. I felt like I have lost everything but the only thing that has changed is me being lonely.

    I tell myself it will pass but I don't know how long. I'm unsure if my path in my journey will go any where. I know I'm going to be with my parents for a while as that was not the plan. I will have to make a certain amount of money...basically 2 family home income which I'm way far from. Going back to school seems to be up in the air. Getting a SUV seems to stress me out. Shit life is stressful and I can't take anymore steps.

   I will try and keep on blogging but I'm sure no one really reads me. If they do, I'm sorry there is no happy ending.

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