Change

Change is something I'm working on. Doubt fell my mind as I try my best to block it away. 

  Change is something I'm trying to get use to. Trying to understand without a doubt. I'm walking through the unknown as I take each step to somewhere Yah is taking me to. My legs are wiggling. My mind is over thinking it. I start to cry because I don't have my mom to keep pushing me forward.

  I take my time and cry to scream and yell at the top of my lungs so my worries, my sadness, my words can make it up to heaven. 

  Maybe I don't need to scream. Maybe I just need to talk. In so much pain, I know he is guiding me. I'm trying not to doubt myself. To love myself. Unsure where I'm going but change is something I'm unsure if I can.

   Change can be scarry. Change can be overwhelming. Change is something I need to go through to get to him. 

 I don't have a choice to change. If I don't change then I will be stuck and never get out. I will become deeper and deeper to no return.  

The thoughts on my mind. Hope you enjoyed this passage today.

My Journey My Life.