You Just have 10 months...Day 1 2022

 My life has been more than just a journey to love. I was going to show you my ups and downs with love. Trying to find it but it came to be more of my life. My stories that I have experience. My pain I have gone through and just my plain old boring life. 

  Now it is 2022

I have no idea what I'm going to do.

   My live has changed by the deaths around me. The biggest one was my mom's death. Now I sit her thinking ' what the fuck am I'm going to do now?' 

  I can't call her to complain about work. Complain about life but only talk to myself. To talk to Yah hoping he will talk back. 

I can't even get excited about this year.

    Even if I wanted to, I remember in December I got a news article on my phone about an asteroid hitting earth. Didn't really go so much into it because I was still mourning my mom's death. Then I realize I couldn't call my good friend because she was gone to. 

  Now, I finally saw the movie Don't look up. Guess what, I looked up and saw things that people won't believe. I'm here thinking and pulled up an article about the killer asteroid hitting earth in 2022.

( Republicworld.com)  

 Just my fucking luck. 

  Then I started to think. Dam, I have 10 months to live. Like literally I have 10 months to live before this shit hit the earth. Will it hit earth? can the government do anything about it? All these dam questions went through my mind.

   I quit my minimum wage job. I'm looking for employment. Single mom. Have to find a place by March. I'm trying to get through this month as bills are due. I have only enough for this month. 

  Trying not to stress as life is actually suck. 

So, if I had 10 months to live what would I do?

    First, I have to find a job. So, I can do other shit before this world blow up. This month I will be getting closer to Yah. talk to him every day. I'm going to try to remember to do so. Learn how to make soap and find a job. Three things I'm going to do this month. I'm going to make each month count. 

  Hey, I only have 10 months. 

What are you going to do?

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