Just keep going?

 This whole 10months to live got me thinking way too much. Maybe that's why they don't tell people about certain things that goes on around the world. We would all think too much.

 So, as I wonder in my mind what is my next move. I declared that I was not going to take my kids to school tomorrow. Pretty sure they will declare it as a snow day. Basically, unsafe to travel. As the snow it's the ground and people try to get home or go to work. Whatever you have to do. The temperatures   are dropping and dropping. To my surprise there was ice. Yup Ice as I was shaveling and I was like, just great. Have to be safe as possible. 

  Snow is here. I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to go about my challenges. I made soap but I want to try again. Finding job, still a working progress. I feel like that outcome is looking pretty well for me. 

  Living, is the part I'm struggling with. I can't really seem to explain it but everything I do, I'm realizing I'm doing it alone. Yes, I do have family but the other part of me is not there. I'm going to pray on that one. 

  Right now, I'm trying my best to get through January okay and actually do something different. 

My Journey My life.