Almost 30weeks
I have one more day until I'm 30weeks and I'm in my third trimester. Of course I'm nerves and excited at the same time. I can barely grasp the fact I will be giving birth over the summer. Trying to get everything in line. Checking my list twice I found myself debating how I want to give birth to standing up or making sure I'm level right but not laying flat on my back because that will only be uncomfortable. I would not have gravity help what so ever which I would love to have.
Yes, there are something I want to talk to my doctor about and hopefully nothing changes with my appointments with her. I already seen two midwifes and now I'm going to see another doctor next week I think but the main point I want to be able to talk to her and tell her my birth plan and make sure we are on the same page.
Searching about birth and prepping myself for birth, I will admit that having a partner there would be great to push me on. Encourage me to keep up with the pain but that's not a option anymore. I'm hoping my mom will cheer me on and not be negative with the whole thing. I need to stay focus of course but I might ask one person to be there. I'm debating about it but it's a lot to take in. trying to breath and not freak out as weeks pass by. Some women don't want to talk about it that are pregnant and some do.
Some already have there minds made up and that is epidural. I rarely find a women who have done natural or just had the IV until the time come to let it all out. Just you and the pain pushing out a baby. A experience you can talk about for years. Feeling that you have accomplish something amazing that no one can take from you. I'm going to do it natural as much as I can with out taking the IV to help with the pain until it's time to let it all out and push that baby out.
Yeah some might call my crazy but what if there wasn't any pain relieve. Natural is all I have and it gives birth another name.
Speaking of names, I don't even have a baby name. Tell you the truth all of this is a lot to take in. Not having someone really here to plan all the little details to prepping for a baby to come with excitement even though it was not plan it would still help out through ruff times during pregnancy.
More planning tomorrow as work will be boring as always but it is what it is.
Yes, there are something I want to talk to my doctor about and hopefully nothing changes with my appointments with her. I already seen two midwifes and now I'm going to see another doctor next week I think but the main point I want to be able to talk to her and tell her my birth plan and make sure we are on the same page.
Searching about birth and prepping myself for birth, I will admit that having a partner there would be great to push me on. Encourage me to keep up with the pain but that's not a option anymore. I'm hoping my mom will cheer me on and not be negative with the whole thing. I need to stay focus of course but I might ask one person to be there. I'm debating about it but it's a lot to take in. trying to breath and not freak out as weeks pass by. Some women don't want to talk about it that are pregnant and some do.
Some already have there minds made up and that is epidural. I rarely find a women who have done natural or just had the IV until the time come to let it all out. Just you and the pain pushing out a baby. A experience you can talk about for years. Feeling that you have accomplish something amazing that no one can take from you. I'm going to do it natural as much as I can with out taking the IV to help with the pain until it's time to let it all out and push that baby out.
Yeah some might call my crazy but what if there wasn't any pain relieve. Natural is all I have and it gives birth another name.
Speaking of names, I don't even have a baby name. Tell you the truth all of this is a lot to take in. Not having someone really here to plan all the little details to prepping for a baby to come with excitement even though it was not plan it would still help out through ruff times during pregnancy.
More planning tomorrow as work will be boring as always but it is what it is.
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