update of my kids father.

I have posted three other blogs not to long ago but I have a lot going on and this is where I can blow some steam.

  So my baby daddy (Ahh I really don't like saying that but it's true) We are in a weird relationship that now I can't call it that anymore. It's more of a let's get are shit together for the kids.  So he thinks later down the line we are moving in together but nope. If I don't have a ring on my finger no moving in. Separate place until he is ready. If not oh well. been through to much for another heart ache and the BS with him
 Anyways we were calling each other regular. I was checking up on him just to make sure he doesn't do anything stupid and get on the right track and I'm trying to see when I can do these child support papers
  Anyways I have been calling him for the last 6 days which tells me he ain't doing shit. Like if you can't answer a phone call or text me back.... something is up.  I'm going to try my hardest to leave it alone.
  I told him what was the deal and he sure can't handle disappointing me so I'm gonna leave him alone. I'm exhausted from the pregancy and trying to get things done before my little one comes that I'm throwing in the towel and say in  F****it. I have other things I need to attend to.

  Of course it hurts but there's nothing I can do. He doesn't want help from me. He sure trying to make money he said the last time I talked to him. I was making sure he got that interview this week.
  I gotta do what I gotta do. I have the paper work for child support I'm putting in towards the end of the month.  He will be surprise but hey I tried to contact him to let him know how it goes and the process.
  Yup..life is hard and I'm glad I have one babydaddy for all my kids.

  There will not be a next one because the next one will be my husband. when you get older you get wiser as you grow.

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