my emotions...babydaddy and where I'm at so far.
My journey hasn't been a easy one but I would like to say the father of my kids we are on ok terms but I'm deciding not to talk to him. It's to stressful to think someone is going to be there for you and there not. Not having that person text you out the blue and say they need help with something and you help but never get a explication like they said they will give you or call u to explain.
Just to much that I have to put my foot down and back away. I want less stress as I have to do other things before the baby come and trying to get that in order is crazy.
Even one of my good co-workers told me to slow down as my brother said the same thing. I just want to have everything done by June or the beginning so I can relax and just work until I leave to have this baby. May just seems like a busy month for some odd reason.
Surprisingly I call my BD mom which is doing ok since she has cancer and I asked her if she needed anything. The kids will call her soon which I do need to do.
So, slowing down seems to not happen as my mind is going with this I need or need to pick up. my like...my journey
Just to much that I have to put my foot down and back away. I want less stress as I have to do other things before the baby come and trying to get that in order is crazy.
Even one of my good co-workers told me to slow down as my brother said the same thing. I just want to have everything done by June or the beginning so I can relax and just work until I leave to have this baby. May just seems like a busy month for some odd reason.
Surprisingly I call my BD mom which is doing ok since she has cancer and I asked her if she needed anything. The kids will call her soon which I do need to do.
So, slowing down seems to not happen as my mind is going with this I need or need to pick up. my like...my journey
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