Leaving maternity leave soon :(

I have accepted the fact I will be leaving maternity leave and back to the work place soon.
  I'm crying inside as I want to cherish every moment I have with my daughter. Trying not to be selfish as soon I will have to leave her with my mom. I just hope she doesn't forget who I am once I head back to work.

  I know I have a couple more weeks left and things are changing fast. I even looked into other jobs that I can build a career out of and able to go to school as I work.
 Right now I'm trying to enjoy ever minute I have with her and my other children as the start school next week.

  I tell myself nit to cry because she will be ok. I didn't even call my boss today to let her know the schedule I will need but I will....like tomorrow.
 
  Mu life and journey of being a single mom...it's hard